Wednesday, September 29, 2010

ROCK

God, Savior, my Lord, Provider, Supplier they're all the same. No matter what your name is I still belong to you and I thank you for your unfailing love. I just want to be move by you.

My life has a daily routine now, weather I'm in school, debate practice, ASC, or at the Law Firm filing those are the places I'm mainly at.
Including the extra like Posse, Bottomline, Homeowrk, ...sleeping
Though it may not sound like much ..I been pretty busy.

I just recently did a photoshoot with People Magazine. I got a email that the issue was out today I ran around the downtown area going to Borders twice and every CVS I can find to get a hand of the new issue. Sadly did not find any. Better luck tomorrow I guess.

This is a random post no intention or main point ..just wanted to post.
BUT

message to self: ADD OIL ADD OIL ADD OIL ADD OIL ADD OIL ADD OIL ADD OIL

- Courage Man

Monday, September 20, 2010

Happy Birthday To Me

Today is September 20th, 2010, one year since I was born again. Where I left my old body, habits, life in the water.

I just give my honor and praise to God for keeping me for this long and through the journey never gave up on me. Thank you for the people He has put in my life and the new perspective of life.

I was doing some last minute homework when I notice it was Sept 20th. I been thinking a lot about how this day was coming but when it came..22 mins ago I forgot hahas.
As I look a year back..I cant believe the change and transformation in me. It's amazing how much God can do in one year. Imagine the years coming ahead what he has in store for me.
I'm excited.
Though I'm still young I have not experience so much joy and love compacted in such a little amount of time. His grace and love overflows and never leaves my cup empty. Thank you. Even before I was in the church or saved I prayed that he will make a way for me, so I can be right with him.
Prayed for a year and all those prayers I thought I was only talking to myself. Maybe there was no God. Who knew all that time He was listening working in me leading me to where I'm now. How? Why? Me? I don't know any of those answers to why He did what he did. But I'm so glad he did. And I just want to continue to serve Him for the rest of my life, continue to grow in Him and walk with Him to the end of this world. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! Hallelujah !

A sister testified at church on Sunday how you never know who is relying on you, someone is counting on you to be right with Lord to guide them. And that is really true, that really touched my soul. Someone is always looking up to you for answers, and I hope to be an example.
Thank you Jesus for a blessed year and the blessings that are coming ahead.

- Mandy

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

First Day of School

I arrived home not more than 20 mins ago and I was so tired that I ran home. I'm so numb from tiredness that running did not seem hard at all. Weirdly, I enjoyed it.

Firsy day of school as a senior was pretty plain. I was sneezing the whole time, eyes watery and my whole body feeling drowsy. There was no way I could enjoy it. Actually I been feeling like that this whole day. I did not know how I made it through.

This is how my day went:

Afterschool went DIMSUM with the gang of 2011. As sick as I was I really enjoyed it! Just having fun and eating with the people you're about to graduate with. Hahas. Just more memories in the making!


Then after me and Jennifer went to Bottomline to hand in our stuff. And we did some mini paperwork then made an appointment for our first meeting with our mentors. YAYs for preparing for college! (?)
...and I was still sick

Afterwards I went to work, I did some filing and called it a day. Coming into my 3rd week there I thank God for having such a wonderful Boss who cares about me and is so considerate of my schedule. Thank him for the other employers that are so nice to me. Just prayed that he continue to bless me in that office and he be glorify! While still sneezing away while I was signing out. Someone gave me my FIRST PAYCHECK! I was so anxious to open it..I attempted to in the elevator but stopped myself. I waited till I got out of the building to RIP IT OPEN! AND ..I made $24.70! I didnt even know was I suppose to laugh. But I was still happy and satisfied with what I earned. So far they only paid me for the first week I worked which was only 3 hours and 53 mins and since I just started and am a noob. I get pay minimum wage. But I'm not sweating it! I'm still grateful ! I know as I start working there longer, God is going to make a way.

Later then I went to church to help set the tables and decoration for our Sisterhood 2nd year anniversary. By then I have many comments about how I don't look so good or how I seem kind of pale. In the end took the bus home and now sitting here recording my first day as a senior. There has it pros and cons especially the sniffles. But have to say must be one of the most productive day so far. And I'm hoping to produce more when I get rid of this lil virus in my body.

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Also I been thinking a lot about how my Senior year schedule. And there just so much to do in such a little time. One of the program, Boston Teen Prints message me on facebook today requesting me to really think about joining this year. Since I could not last year because of my busy schedule. And I look at my schedule again this year and I still have yet find time for it. Boston Teen Prints is an newspaper by the Boston Globe written by teens for teens. And for a girl who want's to become an journalist someday. This is an great opportunity and a way to practice my skills. But there is debate practice, Advisory Student Council, community service, plus working at the Law Firm ( don't forget college and homework!) I don't know where I can find the time to do it. Each year everyone keeps telling me not to overwork myself and I'm really not trying to this year but it seem like I already have even before the school year started. Inside I feel kinda unorganized and stress.

But all I know what to really do right now..is stand still.

"The LORD will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail." Isaiah 58:11

- Courage Man

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Story Begins!

Despite how tired I'm right now. From waking up early to help out at school ( and barely doing much), working, and praising the Lord/ praying for the children in the community. FIRST DAY of school is tomorrow and I'm quite ecstatic and a lil sad that it's my last year. But ready or not, senior year, HERE I COME!

- Courage Man

Continue to love and stay strong!