Must practice patience!

Dedicated to Leroy Chan

I broke my promise in never making a twitter! Hopefully it is just a phase and I delete it.

There has been so many things happening these last few weeks. Just so promise.

I promise to blog again real soon!

- Courage Man

Ugly Duckling

Everyday as I reflect on myself. I'am far from worthy of my God.

He has been too good to me..and yet each day I feel like I have not live up to His expectation.

But of course we can't be perfect for He is perfect. Still no excuses.

Promises and reminders He has given me, yet at the time of trial, the time to place my faith and confidence in Him I'll get wary. Sometimes I let my emotion get in the way.

Talk is cheap.

...Just now I was extremely angry with my dad for destroying the cake I made for church.

I was angry not simply because he ruined it. But because of many other things that was included.

The cake seem absolutely ruined, it was ugly, pieces missing in random places.

At first I lost hold of my emotion. I letted myself be angry, rebellious, sad, just really emotional.

I thank my mom for her patience with me as I rant. She really helped and encouraged me.

It took me a while to calm down but I did...I went back to the kitchen and started working on the cake.

I don't know how it was possible but I managed to "fix" it up. And well..it doesnt look that bad anymore.

Just like the cake before knowing God...we were all dirty and ugly inside and out and even now we still feel like filth when we didn't glorify Him as we should've of. But by his grace and His love he slowly molds and shape us and cleanses us.

Thats how I felt when I saw the cake. No matter how much I mess up..EACH time God comes and picks me up off the ground. Brushes my knee, brushing ALL the dirt and make me like new again.

The cake may not be perfect but it doesn't look like there was anything wrong with it before.

I thank God for this reminder. No matter how much imperfection I see in myself, no matter how many times I mess up. God CHOOSE to see OVER all of that and continues to love me unconditionally.

What a mighty God. He is worthy of ALL my praise!

Lessons: To be more temperate

Reminders: God is always in control

"Let your conversation be without covetousness and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee. So that we may boldy say, The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear what man shall do unto me." Hebrew 13:5-6

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This is me at the library trying to study for my cumulative vocab test this friday.

I wish I can blog more but I just seem to be so MIA lately. Quiescent and inert.

There just seems to be so much work to do but I must admit I have also been very distracted also. Whoever said Senior year was a year to respite was totally lying.

After getting into college, work don't just stop there. there still work to be done in finding scholarships, finishing up school, prom, work, everything! There's never an end but I'm not complaining. I'm committed in finishing my last year in high school STRONG! (Especially when there's only 1 more week in the 3rd term and so much work to make up and do!!! (Sigh why am I always cramming everything in the last min.) ) I can do it.

THINGS TO DO

- Blog more

- Read my bible more

- PRAY PRAY PRAY

- FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS

Reminders: Stay positive through all the STRESS!

:( I lost my tpass. (STAY POSITIVE!)

- Courage Man