Satisfied

The moment when you're walking with a slice of pizza in your hand at night...with snowflakes falling from the sky...and you look up at the moon and all your worries are washed away...you stare up at the stars...not knowing what is beyond the darkness...and smile.

The moment when your by yourself and smile.

The moment when you see changes arising in your life and smile.

Despite all my thoughts, all the changes, all the damages, all the mistakes, all the questions...it is these moments where I am satisfy with God.

It is when I'm by myself I understand that I'm not alone.
Moments when I want to doubt or when I want to let people or pain take over my life...is where I feel God close... it is when I feel so satisfy just knowing God. It is when I feel Him reassuring me that He will take care of it...where He reminds me He is able.

God is so real...He never fails...He never forsaken, He never stops...it's not over...

Reminder: Go through the fire. It's not over yet! Every thought, mistake, pain, confusion, and doubt...He is able to fix it. Don't stop rejoicing! Stay positive. Stay Happy and Don't Give Up.

- Courage Man

P.S.

Thanking God for another year to give THANKS! Our church Thanksgiving Dinner was a success. There were so many joy and fellowship. Laughters and unity. So glad to be part of the Fellowship Mission Family.

Update on 11/24/2011 BTW Happy Belated Birthday to my BFFL! Yayayay

Inspiration, Motivation, and Direction

A text message....papers to write....lunch at Kimball....

...Lord, I know I'm not always right and I know I'm not perfect. I know I have messed up but please fix it...have mercy...and please help me get through this week with positivity, love, and strength.

A song introduced by a friend that really spoke to me.

Awakening - Hillsong United

"[Verse 1:]

In our hearts Lord
In this nation
Awakening

[Verse 2:]
Holy Spirit
We Desire
Awakening

[Chorus:]
For You and You alone
Awake my soul
Awake my soul and sing

For the world You love
Your will be done
Let Your will be done in me

[Verse 3:]
In Your presence
In Your power
Awakening
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/h/hillsong_united/awakening.html ]
[Verse 4:]
For this moment
For this hour
Awakening

[Bridge:]
Like the rising sun that shines
From the darkness comes a light
I hear Your voice say
This is my awakening

Like the rising sun that shines
Awake my soul
Awake my soul to sing

From the darkness comes a light
Awake my soul
Awake my soul to sing

Only You can raise a life
Awake my soul
Awake my soul to sing"

Reminders: Just keep on praying, Don't stop. Don't get wary.

- Courage Man

Renewal

I have been so busy doing work there don't seem to be anytime to blog. Sadly what I notice is when I spend more time hiding in the library and not blogging, I forget to live. I become a machine producing papers after papers.

Lately I have found myself speeding through everything. I was going to walk by a group of people I knew from one of my club. If they have never called my name I would have not stop to say hi. Which reminded me how I need to pause sometimes and reflect and stop avoiding people.

Must remember to smile and stop to say hello to people!

- Courage Man