Its been a while since I have blogged. I have moved into the spring semester and my classes are really demanding but I was expecting it
As I sit in Kimball, the dining hall in Holy Cross. I feel the desire to blog. Blog about what per se.
Take me deeper into prayer, into worship, in my relationship with you God. I know that you will never leave me even at this very moment. And I am grateful even if I don't feel you. God you're God all by yourself. God of this universe. All I ask is that you may have your way on my life and that you will lead me to where you have called me to be. Help me to not live this life with regrets, fear, or doubt. But in every season help me to walk into my season into my blessing. Lead me out of the wilderness and on this journey free me from any thought or bondage I want to become all you say I could be. I want to shine. I want my personality to shine holding nothing back. I don't want to ever hold back my worship. I don't want to ever hold back in sharing your gospel and how good you're. God I refuse today to live in a life full of unanswered questions and doubts. I refuse to be a slave to my sin, thoughts or to Satan. But set me free. Penetrate me with your love. Embrace me. Have mercy on me Jesus. I desire more of you. I desire to KNOW and UNDERSTAND the true meaning of GOD CAN DO ALL THINGS. and that I well able with you. I want to become a writer. I pray that you may sharpen me and loosen in my a teachable student. I want to be a CSA mentor this year. I want to be a peer mentor. I want to be a Resident Assistant. And Lord everywhere I go there are things and people that remind me why I can't. But I refuse to believe in a lie and I am going keep pressing on. I will stand unashamed of who I am and keep believing. I know I may not be the best and I know I am far from it but I serve the BEST! And I know you will never withhold anything from me. I pray that if there is any...selfishness and self-centerness in me that you may search me.. and create in me a clean heart and a renew a right spirit within me. Father I pray that I will not be envious with my eyes of my sisters, brothers, family, or friends. But in everything I say and do let it be out of love and encouragement. I pray to be a witness and to be USED for your purposes not my own agenda today. Help me to stop worrying about the future and even in this present time but trust you. Trust that you will take care of me. Get me to the provision to the vision. Thank you today Jesus. I know you hear my request and you know my heart. And I praise you. I praise you Jesus. Because who I am now does not dictate where you're taking me. Lord fill me with the compassion you have for people. Fill me up so that my cup will be overflowed with your love, joy, confidence, faith, and hope. Thank you today.
Every yoke be broken today. There is power in the name of Jesus! In Jesus Name Amen.
- Courage Man
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