Your mind can deceive you, it can have thoughts on its on and sometimes you allow it to take over you without you knowing. No matter how much you do wrestle with it.
Friday was a weird day because of somethings that I notice. And looking at it I feel helpless.
During these moments all you want to do is breakdown and cry.
But my tears are dried out now, my heart and my mind is tired of this same cycle. During these moments it is hard to reach out to God for help, when you feel like He's not there.
Even though you KNOW all the lessons you were taught in bible study and sunday school.
At that moment it's seem so difficult to apply your faith. But I thank God because He does CARE
because He is THERE
As I was just watching the news a min ago. On how a old lady who was home by herself called the police because a burglar was breaking into her house. She was going to fight off the burglar with a broom. Good thing the police came as soon as possible and arrested the man.
But I was thinking about, "Wow how scary can that be."
And it hit me.
The similar incident I almost had over a year ago. How God protected me...how He took out the violence neighbor out my house and putted in new ones. And then it just all start coming back on how God slowly changed my life, every blessings He has done. All the things that I used to get upset about, He fixed it.
And to think if He have gotten me out of those things. How can't he get me out of this one?
Its just a thought. Sometimes even though you think you're doing the right thing.
It sometimes still not enough, sometime we still don't give Him enough credit.
And there will be tests God will let you fail in order to see the real you. To see where you stand. But I thank God because his mercy is everlasting and grace comes in abundance.
What a Mighty God I served.
Reminder/Encouragement For Courage Man: No matter what don't give up because God is not done with you. Be still.
Believe God: All Things Are Possible!
- Courage Man
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