Sunday, January 22, 2012

Spring Semester

I spent so much time analyzing and admiring other people skills, personalities, and their walk with you God.
This season/semester Lord..I don't have time for that. Each day I must rely on your strength and your guidance. I need your help daily. I don't have time to look and adore others. I need to receive it myself. I must receive your purpose...your deliverances...and your blessings.

Lord whatever your doing in this season, please don't do it without me.

God I love you so much. I'm not perfect but I'm constantly working at it...and trying. God you never left my side...you never forsaken me.
This semester I don't have time worrying about the mistakes I made...what steps should I take next. Who are my friends. Who is going to be next to me at the end of the day.

God remind me when I get lonely that you never left. Remind me when I want to give up...that it's not over yet. Remind me God that you still love me regardless of who I am. Remind me despite everything my past and my future to keep moving forward with you. Remind me that I have no time to look at others and judge others but I have to work on myself. God I know as I go into this spring semester...my life is in your hand. Help me to surrender everything to you this semester/season. Every frustration, tear, stress, confusion, disobedient, rebellion, doubt, lust, and everything that is not like you...give it to you...remind me of that song, "Let Jesus fix it for you...no matter what the problem is...let Jesus fix it for you." Let me exchange all my iniquities, pain, everything to you for something better.
And most importantly Lord..don't forget to remind me to LOVE and REJOICE at the end of day even when I don't want to...do it otherwise.
God...my hands are up in the air...and my arms are open wide...giving myself to you. I surrender my all.
God...if I have to be thrown, kick around, and humiliated this year to see your glory and your mercy..so be it. I know I'm stubborn..Lord do whatever it takes for me to see the truth about myself and to be transformed and changed by you God. Humble me. Help me to obey you.
And...To worship you in spirit and in truth. Never..never stop worshipping you Lord.
This is my prayer.
In Jesus Name...Amen <3.

Love Heals Your Heart - Third Day
When you think your life is shattered
And there's no way to be fixed again
Love heals your heart
At a time you least expected
You're alive like you have never been
Love heals your heart

Mountain of God - Third Day
Even though the journey's long
And I know the road is hard
Well, the One who's gone before me
He will help me carry on
After all that I've been through
Now I realize the truth
That I must go through the valley
To stand upon the mountain of God

- Courage Man

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