But this is the last week of CSA, never knew it was coming but this week has finally come. Spending 3 consecutive summer here it's weird knowing that I'm not returning next summer...and to be honest I dont even know what I'm going to do with my summer next year when there are so much opportunities and so many options in trying new things. What to choose...what to choose but I think about that when the time comes. Right now I'm trying to get through the week with my last essay and final.
Recently I have caught the cough and been choking and suffocating for a week and a half now. It's pretty annoying and I have grew bags under my eyes from the cough that keeps me up at night and refuses to let me sleep. And it's annoying how tired my body is but it just wont let me sleep. Just praying for healing.
And besides committing myself in writing this blog I notice that I been very protective of my feelings and that's because I do not want to sound childish and annoying. But I vow to myself to say more how I feel.. thats the only way I can see myself grow....and right this instant..I feel...ANXIOUS!
I feel anxious to see what blessings God has in store for me. Recently my friend told me about this job that is hiring and I just praying I have a chance. And also after CSA my dad is putting me in driving school and then in september getting my LICENSE. And he was just telling me about an opportunity of my own car. These two news been on my mind a lot but I know at the same time I must humble myself and not get my hopes too high and to just learn to shut my mouth. I notice when I get excited about something I like to announce it to the world. ( darn me for being a open book) And my imagination start going wild..I just want to learn to be patient, wait and see what happens....
and to continue to fight the good power of faith. ( random, but can't write a post without giving any credict to God! )
- Courage Man
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