When I get OLDER..I will be STRONGER -- Wavin Flag

Ever since CSA ended my days seem so unproductive. Maybe I'm just use to typing papers away and procrastinating. But my days been really the same, a boring routine.

Sadly though I had a lot of planned for August but somehow none are really getting done. Half my August is almost over and I feel like I need to get my priorities back on track.

I SAY I have a lot to do but lately I been a BIG humungous couch potato.

I must get my act together NOW!

But other then being lazy everything been going well. I been in driving school, stuck in a classroom for 3 hours a day listening to the instructor his good glory day. He's a cool man but I just feel like I will forever be stuck in a classroom. And I have learned that I'm not good at sitting still or paying attention for too long.

There was this girl in my class who offered an business opportunity to me and my friend, how we can make money fast and all the good stuff in between. Me and my friend went to the seminar and it just sounded to skeptical. In the end I decided not do it ...I was not comfortable with it and it sounded too good to be true. Another thing I have learned about myself is as much as I'm a big spender ...money does not please my soul. Greed does not flow my blood. I do not understand how some people can only focus on their life in just making money. There is so much more to life.

When I was at that seminar everything was jsut about money...everyone was screaming PRAISING about money. It was so scary...it was just being in a temple or holy place that magnifies money. And my heart harden just the thought about what money could do to people.

When I told one of the business "dude" that I was just not interested. He tried to scared me about statistic saying 98% of people are rather poor or dead while the other 2% are finacially stable. Rather its true or not I dont really care.

I want to live my life meaningful and I believe that I could still live a stable life without making all the money in the world. And I can never be poor...when my soul is still growing in Christ.

Stay encourage! Be patient and wait on the Lord. He is a living God, he sees everything and knows all your need -- a little reminder to myself.

- Courage Man