Monday, January 31, 2011

Current Song: "Be Still"

I think what I use to have that I kind of lost from freshman year was, creativity.

Looking at my past works and poetries. I think to myself, what happen?
What happen to that confidence and integrity you use to have?

I have not lost any of that but it has surely been hiding a bit in the closet. I have recently reconnected with sketching and writing poetries. I know I may be an amateur but it something I enjoy doing...
I'm hoping that I could finish it even through my busy schedule.

As I reflect on myself, one thing I wish I could improve on is sticking to my words.
Ever since the Summer of 09 I have said to myself that I wanted to work with elderly people. But even now I still haven't got to it, the application my mentor gave me to this elderly program is lost somewhere in my room.

There are many other things but I feel a little bit embarrass or ashame to even share it here.

Just in general I want to improve or do something but in the end it would backslide.
I never really put much work into things I want.
It just kills me.
That is something I really need to work on...starting now!

Things I Need to Work On
  1. Spend more time with the Lord
  2. Pray, Pray, Pray (!!!)
  3. Find homeless shelter with Dominque
  4. Read more books ( I miss reading for pleasure! But I been so worked up and lazy just seem to never have the time or energy)
  5. Finish sketch
  6. Finish poem
  7. Find that application for the Elderly Program
  8. Focus more on Debate
  9. Get my sister a CHRISTMAS present
  10. Stay Confident and strive to be the Best I can!
I can do this!

Word of Encouragement:

" And the Lord shall make thee the head, and not the tail; and thou shalt be above only, and thou shall not be beneath; if that thou hearken unto the commandments of the Lord thy God, which I command thee this day, to observe and to do them:" Deuteronomy 28:13

"I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." Philippians 4:13

- Courage Man

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