Looking at my past works and poetries. I think to myself, what happen?
What happen to that confidence and integrity you use to have?
I have not lost any of that but it has surely been hiding a bit in the closet. I have recently reconnected with sketching and writing poetries. I know I may be an amateur but it something I enjoy doing...
I'm hoping that I could finish it even through my busy schedule.
As I reflect on myself, one thing I wish I could improve on is sticking to my words.
Ever since the Summer of 09 I have said to myself that I wanted to work with elderly people. But even now I still haven't got to it, the application my mentor gave me to this elderly program is lost somewhere in my room.
There are many other things but I feel a little bit embarrass or ashame to even share it here.
Just in general I want to improve or do something but in the end it would backslide.
I never really put much work into things I want.
It just kills me.
That is something I really need to work on...starting now!
Things I Need to Work On
- Spend more time with the Lord
- Pray, Pray, Pray (!!!)
- Find homeless shelter with Dominque
- Read more books ( I miss reading for pleasure! But I been so worked up and lazy just seem to never have the time or energy)
- Finish sketch
- Finish poem
- Find that application for the Elderly Program
- Focus more on Debate
- Get my sister a CHRISTMAS present
- Stay Confident and strive to be the Best I can!
I can do this!
Word of Encouragement:
" And the Lord shall make thee the head, and not the tail; and thou shalt be above only, and thou shall not be beneath; if that thou hearken unto the commandments of the Lord thy God, which I command thee this day, to observe and to do them:" Deuteronomy 28:13
"I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." Philippians 4:13
- Courage Man
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