Wisdom and Understanding

Have you ever find yourself saying, " I know I know _____" or "I know but _____"

you may insert in the blank: I don't get it, I don't understand, what if, this, still this, that, she, he......

or the popular, " I know but I still can't help feeling this way."

right when there is something after the "I know" it really means that you don't know. You might have a basic knowledge of the problem but you don't have the real grasp or understanding of it.

And that is how I feel right now, a few minutes ago I was sitting on my bed and contemplating about something and it really bothered me.

I kept trying to find the root and tried to admit that maybe it's me. But I can't come to a closure because I don't really know the answer.

I tried to apply it back to biblical scriptures but I can't apply it when I don't really understand.

I can read all night about what Jesus has said, that He told me that my heart should not be trouble because He is there that he prepares a table before me. I should find relieve because I have that knowledge.

But there is a difference between KNOWING and really UNDERSTANDING, feeling, and BELIEVING His Words. Anyone can read the bible and still won't have the anointing or the will to know and live for Jesus.

I'm so glad that beside His word, there is the power of prayers. There is a way to communicate with Him, I'm so thankful because that's what I need and I'm grateful for this weapon. I could read all night but right now I just need to talk to the Lord.

I was on biblegateway.com, trying to look up scriptures that may talk about understanding. And every scripture where there was understanding, there was wisdom.

Thank God for giving me a focus for my prayers tonight. Wisdom and Understanding.

"And he hath filled him with the spirit of God, in wisdom, in understanding, and in knowledge, and in all manner of workmanship;" Exodus 35:31

"Behold, I have done according to thy words: lo, I have given thee a wise and an understanding heart; so that there was none like thee before thee, neither after thee shall any arise like unto thee." 1 King 3:12

"Only the LORD give thee wisdom and understanding, and give thee charge concerning Israel, that thou mayest keep the law of the LORD thy God." 1 Chronicles 22:12

- Courage Man